its weird, its crazy, its hard, its a struggle, i dont know how i feel anymore here without you. i wasnt ready to say goodbye. you were so bubbly, wen you were well, watching your tiny heart trying to race for your life, the stress the tirdness, from hospital to hospital, we travelled in the hope that you would be ok, i really really miss you, i dont no wot else to say but i wish i could have you again. i love you so much!! missing you with all my heart. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx